everything. nothing. everything. nothing.

I haven’t been constant for a while now. By that I mean I’ve been traveling a lot this past month. illinois, missouri, illinois, missouri, oklahoma, texas, illinois. I’ve been back in Chicago for a little over a week and if I didn’t miss my cat so much I think I would be more content. 

It’s been a very rough month. I’m tired of losing and tension and feeling behind. and I’m so very sad that this man will no longer be a physical presence in my life.